LONGING

Eternal silence

Tender soft and sweet

In the darkness silently creep

To my stead for me

Sweet are the last gulps of breathe

Sweet are life's memories too

But don't let me turn back

for theres nothing left to be true

My life's been wasted

and my love too

Now here I wait

To hear thy muffled footsteps

To discern thy shape in the darkness

and the glint of thy scythe

Conceal me in thy mighty embrace

and as you leave

Let me go with you

BEAUTY OF A TEAR

Every word here is a lie
for truth is never told with beautiful words
Every tear "disappears" it exists in oblivion
for theres no beauty in its existance
Only sunny days and blooming flowers
ever capture the imagination
gloomy days and streaky cheeks
never find the light of words
for who finds beauty in suffering


Life is a race from the word go
to escape death and pain
knowing not ironically its just a trap
we end up in their embrace
while running away from them
only "fools" stay back to touch and feel
death and pain are just as real
Feel for they stop being what they are
and become just a part of life
In the quest for the meaning of life
and life after death
everybody loses perspective
while fools die a peaceful death
the enlightened turn in their graves
for not being fools

down the road

My heart succumbed

to a lonely open road

like tender to fire

a melancholic fancy

for a glowing death

traversing ignoring the doom

that awaits at the end

stopping at every corner every turn

reliving the memories that hide

behind milestones tantalisingly

every mile marker

a pain a pleasure

upto you to stop and hold

or let them dissapear

in the darkness following you

DOWN THE ROAD

every lonely heart succumbs

a lonely open road

midnight showers

ive been waiting for some rain for two days now but it looks like its not gonna happen anytime soon. i love rainy nights. nights make me feel like that it is raining just for my happiness. to get drenched, smelling the sweet smell of the earth and then feeling that all that is just for you is heady and it makes me all poetic and religious. common i never said i dont believe in God. i had a beautiful drive back home just me and the empty road in the rain. well i got a bonus with the rain, empty roads, the normally busy beach road looked deserted and did i tell you loneliness makes me feel that the whole world and all its beauty has been created for me?...... i love a rainy night such a wonderful sight..... wish it would atleast tomorrow