if and only if

Going by the fact that this blog here affects my life in a gazillion ways than one, like the celestial bodies above and the entrails of a duck I might have to sacrifice literary brilliance for political correctness for the kind perusal of my benefactors. so here goes............

..............................the poem ends soft as it began
I love my friend.....................................................

and I'vent got much left in my head except for periods of blankness that encompasses everything though weird, for my mind never stays still I find it comforting as I'm unintentionally shutting out this world. every darkest night has a shining ray every endless night has a dawning day and it shines on you ..........well I'm not able to see that............