Even a broken clock gets to be right twice a day

The irony of life is people try to influence you to become something in life but they never have the faintest idea of what they are asking you to do, and just because you love them and wait for instructions to do what they want to do they think you are a loser and they need to change you by doing things that scar you for the rest of your life,making you think was it really worth it that you thought about them in the first place and the answer is a bitter no that reverberates through your senses and shakes you to the core. If inflicting pain can change people then it will definitely change but not me because I dont want to lose in life one more time just because you wanted me to just because you dont have the faintest idea of what next to do with my life and hence blame me for being a failure. I'd rather die trying.